StarKnight1Sunshine

[So this is permanent, love's shattered pride What once was innocent, turned on it's side A cloud hangs over me, marks every move Deep in the memory, of what once was love] Sitting here, in the company of a friend, quiet, despairing, somehow numb. What was I to do... how was I to react... how was I to feel... [Oh how I realised how I wanted time Put into perspective, tried so hard to find Just for one moment, thought I'd found my way Destiny unfolded, I watched it slip away] For once in a long while, my heart was safe. A smile crossed my face with every passing thought of you, a memory of last week crossed my mind with a fond

Life is silent in a lonely world. All hope is empty, life is silent, unusually I am well. Emptiness is nothing new. Yet my heart is strangely full.     What is this feeling     that overcomes me?     What is this nudging     that my heart is sensing?     What is this emotion     that has denied me for so long? All that has fallen as existed, brightens in a glow of purest white, of deepest blue, of hottest red, of brighest yellow. When I look into your sweetest eyes, I swear, I could drown in them. Don't save me from this drowning. And if this longing, beloved soul is dreaming, please, don't wake me up! Such loving

Live your life. Be your crazy, fun-loving,          misbehaving self. Love all the world,          abhor it if you wish. But why did you have to die? Take this life, live it full blast--                         head first,                         ready for anything. Take the quiet road and shove it. You don't need to stay silent. But who are you to hurt the way you did? Love as if today was with your last breath, your heart worn on your sleeve for no one else but who you love. Life was meant for living. You were never alone in this life. So why did you leave your loved ones alone? This legacy is yours,                

I believe in hope, even when there is none. I believe in courage, even when in pure cowardice. I believe in God, even in a world steeped in sin. I believe in the good of this world which is evil. I believe in honor in a world of cruel doublecrossing. I believe in happiness while I am drowning in tears. I believe in honesty while the world is living a lie. I believe in understanding, even when misunderstood. I believe in humility, though others exalt themselves. I believe in sincerity, hence I don't take compliments well. I believe in kindness in a world that thinks otherwise. I believe in joy even as my voice is lost in pain. I be

My nerves are shot, my mind is frayed from the damage                                                       that life attempted on me. All that exists in my memory, for now, is you. The heart grieves with every second, every beat that goes by without you here. The senses numb a bit, I die just a little. Still, I know you are well.  And I know you'll be just fine. But somehow, I don't know how, but in the back of my mind I feel that my memory is not enough. The hugs and kisses, the laughter and tears, the nightfalls and dawnbreaks. I miss all of these and you. Alone on my bed rests my tired body, worn rough around the ed

to be different from the world, and for the world      to be different from us, for society to disagree      with us, and for us to disagree with society. so much as to even pass a warm, calming thought      of love to each other, for our minds to keep still      as the thought of us distracts us, if even for a      moment, from the chaos of the outside world. to run against the rushing crowd, hands holding on      so tightly as to not allow the crowd's tide to     &